#1012: Pre - Engineering (one)

Engineering.

That's it.

My life inevitably leads to this.

Spent 6 years to avoid this - Defeated.

Am I vexed and disappointed and desperate and dismal and agitated?

Hell yeah I am.

I don't know anything:

Video editing - no

Recording - no

Programming - no

My following 4 years will be disastrous.

Neither tenacity nor creativity can assist me over this.

Due to the fact that I lack both of it.

Inadequate zeal is what keeping me from successful graduation.

Seriously, me? Engineering?

I don't build, I exercise destruction.

Seeing once my best friend leaving to

France

for philosophy.

Seems like a brand new captivating starting point.

I would fain leave HK, the shithole, to study aboard.

Rather than doing this engineering bullshit.

My dream seems ever further.

I hate this place.

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