Wednesday, 15 July 2015

pre - 放榜

I am sad.

Shit
I am tripping over trivial nonsense.

It seems like
Everybody looks,
Everybody looks, like they care.
Care. 
Do they? 
Do I?

I do.
Caring is not what I use to do.
No.
No one ever is used to care about anything, at all.
Not me, at least.
They should not be anyway.

For that I have 2 reasons for:
Ethereal individuals are not to be reached by my normal flow of life. I am just, plainly, envious.

Iridescence I crave;
Suffer I must,
Regardless of outcome.

Quite frankly speaking, hatred is not necessarily projected to them.
 It is only fair that if I am able to express my most inside thoughts.  

Though, the second reason is:
Oblivion.
Not sure if it is still oblivion,
When I realize it is oblivion, consciously.
I have been bothered since my dawn.
The exact same reason: the fast pace of time.
I am not fully aware of the pace of time.

A Man.

God Father.


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