A
It has been quite
some time since my last blog.
Many things happened.
Many things did not
happen.
I think a lot more
than I use to.
Not the good kind of
thinking though.
Time seems to be gone
in a blink of an eye.
A friend will never
be as worthy as it seems to be.
I
Talking about that,
I have something that
I have to get it out of my mental.
Engineering used to
seem so far away from me.
It is still far
enough for me to ignore.
But not enough to
deny.
I hate it.
/
“Do as you want to”
“It ain’t that
simple, butt head”
“It has to be All or
Nothing for me”
“Be as I contented,
ere I again, I did not go”
“Silent”
“Burst into flame, having
everything to lose”
“I am paying for your
shit, so stfu”
“I am leaving this
place”
“But nigga…”
“…”
/
It is a mixture;
Blurred, as it wants
not to be seen.
Knowing new people and
ask for a picture;
As if treated like I am
acting ‘a little bit’ too keen.
I am lost,
In a sense that I am
sometimes shy.
Like what the fuck?
I am in a lack of
emotional support,
from the people that
only existed in my head.
Like what the fuck?
The next thing will
be about my love life,
Like a bloody
biography.
Click on it fucker.
There I quote:
“I have never asked
for this”
